So, I won’t be posting this weeks scheduled review and reaction to Let’s Eat 3. Apologies! Since, it’s the 3rd day of the 2019. I just wanted to talk about how 2018 treated me…..like it’s bitch. I think that quickly sums it up.
But….really, last year was the year of growth and challenges. At first I was not feeling it. I was a lot more introverted for most of last year and did more soul searching. I finally stopped punishing myself for a mistake I made back in 2015. One that caused me to change the inital path I wanted to take after graduating. After some googling and researching. I found a way to keep the same goal. Just an alterative route. Think I might even enjoy this path more than the one I originally laid out.
I tore myself down, and I built myself back up by the time my birthday came around. I feel a lot more confident and ready for anything. After figuring out all the questions that nagged me during entire the process.
I dipped a toe back into the dating. Even attempting to talk to somebody. I wasn’t feeling it for the most part, and was like fuck it. I got other stuff I need to work on at the moment. I also wasn’t feeling any connection. I think I’ll apologize to the person who admently kept trying for a while, and I basically lead him on. He’s a good guy and I wasted his time. But, he did display some fuckboi tendencies and that’s what made me leary for the most part.
New Year’s Resolutions? It’ll be the same one I’ve been making. Do better than I did last year. I will also include learn how to whistle with my hand and learn how to braid my own hair.
How do you think 2018 treated you? Are you making any resolutions this year?